Monday, 22 June 2009


Going home on saturday for a week. Only a week but god am I looking forward to some peace and quiet.
Should be the last peace and quiet I'll have for quite a while. I am in the middle of making idea about what to do next, have sooo many. Will write about it when I get back.

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

Bad day at work again! Don't seem to be such a thing as a good day here. But atleast I've taken a wk off so will book ticket to go home tonoght (if internet decides to work) and call my parents to let them know.

Thursday, 11 June 2009

Everybody at work is in a pissy mood today!

Wednesday, 10 June 2009


Been thinking a lot lately about what I should do for a living. I mean it would be great if I could make jewellery full time but even if i could I think I would want a "normal" job too.
I know it's sounds strange but I like to work, and I really want a job were I use my brain, work with nice people, can put loads of effort in but be rewarded for it too.
I want a job were I have quite an important position and were I can have a career.
To explain:
I would enjoy working somewhere like an art gallery (it would appeal to the artist in me) but I think the actual work would eventually bore me because lets admit it, it requires social skills and maybe some art knowledge but no real brain work.
That came out wrong. I know it requires skill and work etc but it's not exactly solving world starvation.
I want something challenging (thou perhaps not solving world starvation kind of challenging).
Also right at this moment I'm not in a position to find this brilliant job because I have some plans in between. If it started in January next year that would be perfect.

Any ideas?
Yeah right! Like things ever just work out like that, but I will persevere and find the job of my dream to fit around the life of my dream etc. Only problem is, my dreams are dead confusing and strange at the best of times.

Oh, on that subject, guess what I dreamt last night!
I'm really quite upset BNP got voted into the EU Parliament and last night I dreamt they were taking over the UK. Here comes concentration camps for immigrant and gays etc. *brrr*
Lets hope it was just a creepy dream and not so much a vision of things to come.


My internet keeps crashing. Contstantly!
And T-mobile don't know what's wrong. So at the moment I pretty mucH only get to axcess internet on my lunch break at work.

Sunday, 7 June 2009

Me me me

For no particular reason I thought it would be a good thing to make a list of things about me.

Twenty random things about me:

1: I don’t have a favourite colour. I mean, why should I have to choose just 1 colour when there is so many out there?

2: I’m not afraid of dying, nor does the idea of dying young bother me all that much. What bothers me is the thought that I might die without ever having achieved something. Now that petrifies me!

3: I don’t believe in happily ever after, now what I hope for is a completely different matter.

4: I believe in Karma.

5: I love to travel, and I really mean love to travel. After all that’s how I ended up in the UK. And next I’m doing America (but only for a holiday).

6: I want to get a motorbike before I die (and a licence as well of course).

7: I’m Bossy, and loud. And I never want to change

8: I am dead loyal to my friends but you have to be loyal back. I don’t forgive others easily, trick me once shame on you, trick me twice…and all that stuff.

9: I fell OK about the way I look most of the time, and don’t understand why on earth I should be a size 6.

10: I love chocolate and ice cream, but not chocolate ice cream.

11: I’m turning 29 this year and I still don’t have kids or a husband. Also I really don’t want either. This worries me sometimes, I fell like I should want those things. And what if I do one day but it’s too late?

12: I’m very very stubborn and don’t like to admit I’m wrong.

13: I use Google to prove my point whenever I disagree with someone about the answer to a question.

14: The man of my dreams is Hugh Jackman (or Wolverine depending on the way you look at it).

15: I’m a geek and I’m OK with that.

16: I used to get upset when I was little because the other kids didn’t like me. These days I don’t care who hates my guts or thinks I’m weird or whatever. I mean why should I? The only time I’d care is if it’s a close friend. But then again you wouldn’t be a close friend unless you know what I’m like.

17: I sing or hum or talk 95% of the time. When I’m quiet people worry.

18: Thou I’m always energetic and talkative I actually like being on my own with no one around to talk to for days on end. I’m both social and anti social.

19: I hate crowds. And thou I love having new clothes I hate shopping because it means I have to push thru people and be in tiny smelly cubicles to get them.

20: I’m happy with me.